Holiness, Purity and Connection to Anger

We are all striving for holiness and purity. The two are uniquely tied together, co-dependent upon each other. Holiness is reached by the mind. Holiness is revealed to you by the Father. You know what he wants you to do and the goal is to do it.

Purity is however attained by way of our heart. To attain purity, we must get rid of all anger.
You must get rid of all anger towards: YHWH ( G-d), life trauma, people and yourself. All anger must be purified from the heart before a holy life pursuit can be put fully into action. Anger must be replaced with things like: love, patience, gratitude, forgiveness, appreciation and kindness. Purification and holiness cannot be attained until all anger is expelled from the human heart.

Now is the time for Holy Spirit to cast out the Spirit of Anger!

Action: Take out a piece of paper.
Pray: Holy Spirit reveal to me any areas of anger in my life so that I can purify and pursue a holy life.
Also reveal anyone that I need to forgive or anyone I need to ask for forgiveness.

Then, answer the following questions.
Are you angry about a situation?
Are you angry about past trauma?
Are you angry with YHWH ( G-d)?
Are you angry about your life? Fairness?
Are you angry at a person, persons or entity?

Think about your entire life. Do you feel any anger or irritation, if so write it down. If you are constantly bringing up a certain story or source of pain or trauma- write it down. Ask YHWH ( G-d) to heal in you in each situation and with each person. Forgiveness is tied to so many things, including your overall health. As you let go of anger you must also forgive. This exercise will change so much in the spiritual realm; you will feel much lighter, happier and more at peace.

Here is a simple prayer to address anger and forgiveness.
Father, I forgive ____________ for ___________ which made me feel ______________. I release ( person) to you and I ask for all anger towards ____________ to be completely removed from my mind, body and spirit. I pray that you will give me complete shalom ( peace) regarding ___________. I pray blessings and peace over (person). Transform both of us with your love, mercy and forgiveness. In Yahshua’s ( Jesus) name we pray Amen.

Real Life Reminder: A lot of anger, outbursts, irritations and conflict can be avoided just by staying quiet. My motto is “walk away and pray.” Our mouths are a tool that Satan uses to divide, conquer and cause us to stumble.
This takes prayer and practice.

Scripture of Day: James 1: 19-20
Listening and Doing
19 My dear brothers and sisters, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry, 20 because human anger does not produce the righteousness that God desires.

Hebrew Insight: G-d can be referred by many titles one of which is El Shaddai. “El Shaddai” is found 7 times in the bible (five times in Genesis, once in Exodus, and once in Ezekiel.) One of the meanings is tied to Dai which means enough, meaning that He is all we need; He’s ENOUGH. Certain roots of this word are linked to the parental role, the love that is passed from G-d to His child- YOU. The connection is that He nourishes, supplies all our needs and He is our Mighty protector. So if you hear someone call G-d El Shaddai, now you know…

Seeing 333 Everywhere: The Meaning of 333

Peering out the car window onto the winter scenes of majestic white, was exactly what my spirit needed in December. For months there was rumors that there was going to be a lay off at work. In markets where there was too many reps, there would be eliminations. My manager alluded using phrases like ” hope for the best but prepare for the worst.” My spirit knew that I could very possibly be laid off after 12 years. I could not help but think about this on our trip. I was not upset about the idea of being laid off, but the uncertainty of not knowing how the scheduled call on January 2nd would go down was definitely on my mind.

I so needed the mountain trip. The year had been a tough one. I really had not taken any vacations all year, and I worked most of December extremely hard selling quite a bit of contracts.

Yahshua (Jesus) often went out to a mountainside to pray, and spent the night praying to God. There is something majestic and calming about the mountains; the height, the towering trees, the cool air on your face. We all need a transport to reset our spirits. When we take ourselves out of our element, out of the routines or grind of daily life, as long as we do not burden ourselves with strict schedules and vacation to dos, the getaway can really recharge and reboot.

Braxton and I took a hike in the tall pines in a secluded quiet area. I kept my eyes on her as she ran ahead of me. I could feel the Father in the mountains as we walked down the trails, my eyes drifted up the towering pine trees, to the light that seemed to peak through the canopy and radiate down beams of streaming lights. The soft rushing water sounds on the near by creek, calmed and soothed, reminding me of the healing qualities of being alone in nature. I felt the Holy Spirit was with me, feeling this trip was one of preparation and a reminder that He is with me. .

When the trip first started out, when we had made it to New Mexico, we realized something. The number 333 had kept coming up on all kinds of ways. When we put gas in the car, the lights came up that the gas would last 333 miles. Then, when we were in a certain mountain town we saw the annual snow fall was 333 inches. When we were coming back from going up to the summit, I screamed out to Steve.

“That sign, that sign had 333 on it. This is crazy pull the car around.” I took a picture of the sign.

When I got back home, the number kept showing up. I was shopping for match box cars for my nephew and on one of the little cars it was 333.

When I got back home and I was laying in bed relaxing from all the stressful things you have to do when you lose your job, the phone rang. Nobody was there and the last 3 digits on the number was 333. I felt like He was saying, I’m here. I’ve called several times and it says, “No one is available to take your call. ”

I was talking to a friend on the phone talking about using the Father as a barrier, a wall when I screamed out….I just saw a brick wall with the address 333 on the wall. And just yesterday, after a day at the doctor, I got in the car and just happened to look at the clock and it said 3:33 at the exact moment.

So what is this all about? I did an internet search and found that a lot of believers across the world have been seeing 333 everywhere.

One morning, before I read the bible I prayed to YHWH ( God) to give me wisdom and discernment. Before, I started my more routine finishing up the bible again, I asked Him to speak to me. I prayed over the bible and opened it to a certain page. I was amazed. He answered me using scripture about what 333 really means.

Zechariah 13:8-9
And it shall be throughout all the soil, “declares YHWH, that two thirds therein are cut off and die, and one third is left therein and refine them as silver is refined, and try them as gold is tried. They shall call on MY name, and I shall answer them, I shall say, This is My People, while they say, YHWH is my Elohim. ”

You are probably thinking so….still doesn’t answer it.
Now take out your calculator.
2 divided by 3 is : 666= represents those who will be “cut off and die.”
1 divided by 3 is: 333= Those refined, HIS people who call Him by name.

The Spirit must have led me to do the math. I was absolutely amazed about this.
Not long ago, while I was talking to someone I just met, my daughter pulled out my matchbox car with 333 out of my purse. It was still in the package and Braxton asked if she could open the box. I said, ” No, that’s mine.”
Then Braxton quickly told the lady, Mom won’t let me open it because it says 333 on it. At that point I had not been revealed exactly what it meant, but I knew beyond a shadow of a doubt Poppa was talking to me. It was a source of comfort before I approached the layoff day. The lady asked me , ” What does 333 mean? ” Not knowing her spiritual depth, I just said I’m not sure exactly but I know it’s a biblical number. She laughed and said, “At least it’s not 666.” I had no idea at that moment just how prophetic her statement was and how Abba would confirm that her statement was not just a joke but literal with biblical backing.

You can do research online and see that other believers are seeing 333. I’m not talking about an angel number. I’m talking about the Creator warning or giving comfort to His marked children. The question is, is the timing of all these 333’s being seen around the world a warning? A Comfort? Or both.

This is the year, we must all spend more time with YHWH. We must spend more time alone listening, cutting out the background noise of this life. We must be deliberate in our time with Abba, meditating on the teachings of His precious son, reflecting and repenting and asking for help keeping our cloaks white.

Be His. Be 333. Humble yourself, Be Pure, Refine and Spend Time.

Overcome or Be Overcame by Shea Brewer

Each time you read a book in the bible, something different stands out as the Spirit of Wisdom highlights new passages as part of your teaching or awakening process. While reading Revelations this morning, I’ve noticed a word repeatedly throughout this book: the words ” OVERCOME” and “OVERCAME.”

Overcome means to succeed in dealing with a problem or difficulty. It also means to defeat or prevail over an opponent. Who is the opponent that brings problems? Satan. He tries us constantly, wanting us to stumble in our faith. He tempts us through worldly desires that bring forth sin like: bad habits, ambition, power, perversions, materialism, pride, greed, lusts, hatred, anger, selfishness and idolatry, to name a few.

Do you realize there is a tug of war for your very soul? Fighting this enemy takes amazing endurance, self-control and the ability to guard yourself in the righteousness. We cannot be luke-warm in our walks. We must be on fire for the Father, our daily sacrifice is choosing Him over the World.

The battle is daily. Our goal must be to kill Satan’s seed of influence in all areas of our life. We must be determined to have unwavering commitment to the Messiah. It is only through endurance, belief, our good works, brotherly love and putting the Word into action, that we can overcome the enemies deadly influences.

Our white robes can be stained and our crowns can be taken away. Let us not be mistaken. We must not take the gift for granted. I recently heard that a man died very young. He lived a hard life of abuse to his temple, the body.
The conversation came up about his faith. His friend apologetically said He believed in God, and he was a good person. All I could think to myself was what Jesus said in Mark 10: 18: ” Why do you call me good?” Jesus answered. “No one is good–except God alone.”

Ask yourself what is the evidence of my belief? Does my mouth, my actions and my life reflect the peace and goodness of Yahshua within? Am I kind to myself, kind to others and trusting in His plan and word?

It takes determination and stamina to fight Satan and his demonic messengers. We have to be in a constant “detoxification” process, eliminating sin from our minds, lives and bodies. We cannot be religiously superficial, a Christian in theory, or as part of a Sunday ritualistic routine. Your life should be the light shining forth to the dark world, radiating love to fellow man, to Yah, to animals and to all creation.

The proof really is in the “pudding.” Your actions, your clean living, your good deeds, your spoken words and your outlook provide evidence as to what team you are playing for. How is your stamina and faith during trials? Do others see your peaceful trusting faith? Does your life reflect gratitude to Yahshua who gave His life for yours?

As Jude said in his book, those who were once saved who disobeyed never made it to the Promise-land, so backsliding is not an option. Repentance is the heart of the creator. Like any good parent, he loves a child who truly wants to do better and does better. A humbles heart that acknowledges short comings and makes an active commitment to change is far more pleasing, than one with a prideful or defensive spirit.

James 5: 15 says, ” Confess your trespasses to one another and pray for one another, so that you are healed. The earnest prayer of a righteous one accomplishes much.” So pray for others as they battle against Satan’s schemes. When you feel weak, call on the one that will give you strength. Your real Daddy will hear you and help.

James tells us, “My brothers, what use is it for anyone to say he has belief but does not have works? This belief is unable to save him.” He goes on to say that ” Belief is dead without the works. ”
We cannot be double-minded. Sober on one day and drunk on another. Cursing like a sailor on one day and teaching Sunday school on the next day. We can’t be devoted to our wife on one day and looking at porn on the other. We can’t claim to know Yah and be double-minded or hypocritical in nature.

So the question is….Whose your Daddy? Which Dad will you obey? The Father of lies or the Father of Love? We must pick: Will we overcome as Yahshua did or be overcame by the enemy?

Scriptures noticed today in reading with words overcome and overcame.

” And they overcame him because of the Blood of the Lamb, and because of the Word of their witness, and they did not love their lives to the death.”

In reference to the white horse, ” He went out overcoming and to overcome. ”

” Do not weep. See, the Lion of the tribe of Judah, ” the root of David, ” overcame to open the scroll and to loosen it’s seven seals. ”

” To him who overcomes, I shall give to sit with me on My Throne as I also overcame and sat down with my Father on His throne. ”

” He who overcomes, I shall make a supporting post in the Dwelling Place of My Father, and he shall by no means go out. ”

” He who overcomes shall be dressed in white robes and I shall by no means blot out his name from the Book of Life, but shall confess his name before my Father and before His messengers.”

” To him who overcomes, ” I shall give to eat of the tree of life. ”

Action Item:
Repent- Humble and Acknowledge
What areas of your life are you being OVERCAME by enemy? ( Pray over those areas, ask for help)

Good Health Scriptures & Declarations

Proverbs 18:21 says that there is death and life in the power of the tongue. When we are positive, scriptural and speak good over our health, we will benefit. The opposite is true if we are negative. We must be so careful on all words we speak. Innocently, our negative words can quickly become curses on us or others.

Without thinking, we might say….
“I’m sick.”
“My head hurts terrible. ”
“My leg hurts.”

These are curse statements over our bodies. Remember, that it is always the will of the Father to heal. He loves you. When our children are sick, what parent would not remove the sickness if we could? I know I would.

The enemy works on our minds. He tells us that maybe it’s our time to go, maybe we are being punished by Yah for some sin or maybe this sickness is a part of some lesson. There is no doubt that the Father can take these situations and make something beautiful or good come out of them. But let us not be mistaken. Satan is the one who brings on illness and disease. He is the ruler of death, destruction, pain and torment. He thrives on us feeling hopeless. He corrupts our carnal minds as he is the master of planting seeds of fear and negativity. We have to cover our insecurities or negative thoughts with Truth along with positive thoughts and statements.

Spiritual Assignment:
Read the healing scriptures below out-loud. You can read over yourself, over your loved one or on behalf of someone who is not with you. Then, read out loud the declaration statements. Something amazing happens in the spiritual realm when you stand on the Word with confidence, faith and hope. If you feel sad about your state of health or someone else’s health…STOP and armor up by doing this Declaration exercise.

If you are sick or someone near and dear to you is, take this like medicine…Read out loud twice a day!

Healing Scriptures & Declarations:
Heal me, O YHWH, and I will be healed; save me and I will be saved, for you are the one I praise. ~ Jeremiah 17:14
Declaration: I praise you for saving and healing me.

Worship the YHWH your God, and his blessing will be on your food and water. I will take away sickness from among you… Exodus 23:25
Declaration: I worship you and only you. You will nourish my soul and body. You will take away my sickness.

But I will restore you to health and heal your wounds,’ declares YHWH Jeremiah 30:17
Declaration: Thank you for restoring my health and healing my wounds. I love you.

You restored me to health and let me live. Surely it was for my benefit that I suffered such anguish. In your love you kept me from the pit of destruction; you have put all my sins behind your back. ~ Isaiah 38:16-17
Declaration: Your love for me is endless. You will restore my health and I shall live.

Nevertheless, I will bring health and healing to it; I will heal my people and will let them enjoy abundant peace and security. ~ Jeremiah 33:6
Declaration: You are restoring my health. You are healing me. In your care, I have peace and security.

Dear friend, I pray that you may enjoy good health and that all may go well with you, even as your soul is getting along well.” ~ 3 John 1:2
Declaration: I am a friend to you, Yahshua. Your will is for me to be in good health and to prosper in all things.

He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death’ or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away. ~ Revelation 21:4
Declaration: In You, I put my trust and life. You will restore my health. You will comfort me and take away all pain.

YHWH, I cried out to You, and You have healed me. Psalms 30: 2
Declaration: You hear me. You love me. You will heal me.

But those who seek the YHWH shall not lack any good thing. Psalm 34:10
Declaration: I rely on you for all my needs. I put my faith in you and only you. I will not lack of any good thing.

Challenge: Memorize some of the healing scriptures to use as a sword when you need them. Let’s say you have a negative thought, you can immediately rebuke it with one of these memorized or paraphrased scriptures. If a doctor give’s you carnal minded negative information, you can rebuke that negative statement and cover it with Spiritual truth.

Conquering Fear: Declare Truth! By Shea Brewer

Romans 10:17 says that faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the word of God ( YHWH). We must stand on the word as truth. The word is our shield and our sword against the attacks of the enemy. The word builds our faith and keeps the enemy from effecting us. When our faith is solid; then fear and anxiety have no power over us.
Below are scriptures for you to read out loud, followed by a declaration statement of truth to read out loud with confidence. The truth covers any lie the enemy has planted in your mind which effects your emotions. If demons feed on fear and faith overcomes fear, then you will dismantle the enemy with the power of The Word! It’s time to cast the Spirit of Fear out of our lives for good. Shalom will be completely yours, no matter what the world brings.

I suggest when you feel attacked, read the word and declare twice a day. You will need a morning dose and an evening dose. It will be your daily medicine.

II Timothy 1:7
YHWH has not given me a spirit of fear, but of power and love and a calm, well balanced mind.

I declare: I will not have a spirit of fear but one of faith and peace.

Isaiah 12:2
I am not afraid because YHWH is my salvation, and I put my trust in Him.

I declare: I am not afraid. I trust in you to care and protect me.

1 John 4:18
I am not tormented because all fear is cast out in YHWH’s perfect love.

I declare: I am loved by Abba & Yahshua completely and perfectly.
Their love for me casts out all fear.

Isaiah 41:10
I do not fear nor am I dismayed, because YHWH is with me. YHWH makes me strong and helps me and upholds me with His victorious and righteous right hand.

I declare: Yah, you are with me always. In the name of Yahshua I cast off all spirits of defeat. I am and will be victorious in all things. I will capture every thought and make it holy and peaceful.

Isaiah 43:1
I do not fear, for YHWH has redeemed me and called me by name – I am His.

I declare: I am a child of the Most-High. You know me, and I am your child to: love, protect, heal and guide.

Hebrews 13:6
YHWH is my helper, and I will not fear what man can do to me.

I declare: I am not of this world. I will not worry about what the world thinks.
Abba, you are my helper and my shield.

Proverbs 29:25
I avoid snares because I do not fear man, but I place my trust in the YHWH and therefore I am safe.

I declare: I have no fear of what man thinks, what man says, or what man does. This is not my home. Under your wings I take refuge. Nothing by means will hurt me.

Deuteronomy 31:6
I am strong and courageous, delivered from fear, because the YHWH goes with me. He will not fail me nor forsake me.

I decree: I cast off all spirits of fear within me. No longer will fear rule my life. You’ve always been with me. You have always provided and protected me. You are my provider, my shield, my armor and my sword. All fear has been replaced with strong faith. The Spirit of Fear must go.

Deuteronomy 1:21
I will not fear nor be discouraged, for YHWH has set the land before me – I will go up and possess it.

I declare: I am encouraged and inspired. I am excited about the new possibilities and the future. I will triumph in all things. Joy is in my heart because I trust your Word. Your Will is My Will.

Deuteronomy 3:22
I will not fear, for YHWH shall fight for me.

I decree: Father you will fight for me. You will win all seen and unseen battles. You are victorious in all things; therefore, I am victorious in all things.

Luke 12:32
I do not fear, for it is my Father’s good pleasure to give me the kingdom.

I decree: I am a child of the Most-High. The keys of heaven are mine. I am being transformed into your likeness. Thank you for your patience. Thank you for guiding me into righteousness. Thank you for forgiving me of my sins.

Psalm 112:7
I am not afraid of bad news, for my heart is fixed, trusting YHWH.

I declare: All things work together for His good. I will not let bad news hinder my spirit or faith. My trust is in your love and promises. My eyes are fixed on your love for me.

Isaiah 12:2
I am strong and courageous, not fearful and dismayed for YHWH is my strength, my song and my salvation.

I declare: I am strong and courageous. I will not get disappointed, but I will trust that you have a perfect plan.

John 14:27
I walk in the peace that Yahshua has left for me, not peace as the world gives. My heart is not troubled neither is it afraid.

I decree: I will walk with complete shalom. My heart and mind are peaceful and calm. Nothing will not take this eternal peace from me.

September 23, 2017: Yom Kippur & Perhaps A Prophetic Sign in the Sky

On August 21, 2017, the day of the solar eclipse which crossed  much of America, a heavy exhaustion came over me, so strong that I felt I had no other choice but to take a nap.  I quickly went into a deep sleep. In a dream, I saw Yahshua ( Jesus). He was wearing a medal armor as if he was prepared for war. Behind the armor was bright red fabric. I could not make out his face, but a glowing bright light radiated from his face. His hair was long, wavy and dark, flowing past his shoulders. I could only see the top portion of his body. I have only had one other dream of Yahshua in my life that I can remember. This image stayed with me after I woke, a message from the Heavens.

I’ve been praying for confirmation on what this dream foreshadowed or meant.

The first thought was that it’s time for us to put on the ” breast plates of righteousness.” ( Ephesians 6: 14)

The second thought was he was prepared for War both physical and spiritual. But I did notice that he was not in full battle gear, as there was no helmet or sword. So I know that there was a deeper meaning behind the chest plate.

High priests in the temple wore a breast plate with stones for each tribe. This breast plate is also known as the breast plate of judgment. So not only are we to be ready for war, not only are we to put on the breast plate of righteousness, but could be in the final days of judgment.

But what about the red? It was vivid in my dream, a symbol of something. Research indicated that red means war, blood and sin. But I still felt like that there was more to that red behind the armor.

Last night, I came to Isaiah 63. Again in this passage Righteousness, Red and Wrath are emphasized.

“It is I who speak in righteousness, mighty to save.

” Why is there red on Your raiment ( clothes), and Your garments like one who treads in the winepress?
” I have trodden the winepress alone, and from the peoples no one was with Me. And I trod them down in My displeasure, and I trampled them in My wrath. Their blood is sprinkled upon My garments, and I have defiled all My raiment. For a day of vengeance is in My heart, and the year of My redeemed has come. ”

….”And I trod down peoples in My displeasure, and made them drunk in My wrath, and brought down their strength to the earth. ”

Summary: Dream warning of physical war and spiritual war. We must armor ourselves with right living or righteousness in all things.  I believe it to be a warning of pending judgment on those that are not with Yahshua for the blood of unbelievers will soil his garments.

On Wednesday September 13, before I opened my eyes a strong thought came through, one I knew was not my own. I was told to count from an ancient calendar which I found in the book of Enoch and confirmed by the dead sea scrolls. I was to count using the same calendar the Essenes used. The Essenes were a thriving group of Jews during the time of Yahshua, scholars agree the Essenes to be the authors of the Dead Sea Scrolls. In fact, in 2007 during a holy address, Pope Benedict shared that Yahshua most likely celebrated an Essene Passover meal without lamb, with his apostles. His meal as you remember was  the day before the Pharisees and Sadducees did their Passover meal, they day before they slaughtered their lambs. I could go much deeper into my belief that Jesus was an Essene, but not today.

I have not thought about the Enoch or Essene calendar for months. But pulled out of bed, I felt an urgency in my spirit to count.  I was not to wait to count. I must get up and count immediately. It’s not easy and you have to concentrate. I was having a hard time getting the kids off from school, compelled to hurry up and count. I knew this was Spirit driven. From the minute I woke up I was energized and compelled. There was no typical grogginess but clarity and drive to get to my computer with calendar in hand to count towards Yom Kippur, the holiest day of the year where we are to fast.

When I finished counting, I could not believe it. According to this ancient calendar, starting with the Spring equinox from Jerusalem, the Feast of Trumpets started the very next day. (Leviticus 23:24-25)It is a Holy Day  set aside by Father where we do not work and we blow the shofar ( rams horn).  This  sounds off 10 days of repentance leading up to the holiest day of the year according to our bibles, Yom Kippur or the day of atonement (Leviticus 16: 1-34). I quickly got a group together to blow the shofar and repent together.

When I counted further, according to this ancient calendar the holiest day of the entire year fell on September 23, 2017. This is the day that all the hype in the Christian and Prophetic world is about where the stars align exactly with the book of Revelations chapter 12.

“And a great sign was seen in the heaven: a woman clad with the sun, with the moon under her feet and a her head a crown of twelve starts. And being pregnant, she cried out in labor and in pain to give birth. And another sign was seen in the heaven and see, a great fiery red dragon having seven heads and ten horns and seven crowns on his heads. And his tail draws a third of the stars of the heaven and throws them to the earth.”

I really didn’t think anything about Yom Kippur the holiest day of year falling on the 23rd until my husband reminded me about the date being emphasized all over the internet because of how the stars lined up on that date exactly like that of Revelations 12. At that moment, I felt confirmation again that this was Spirit led to count, what’s the chances that according to the ancient calendar Yom Kippur would fall on that date?

Some say that September 23 is the end of the world; some say it’s the beginning of the tribulation. All I know is that the stars aligning with Revelations punctuate for me that indeed this is the holiest day of the entire year, Yom Kippur according to this ancient calendar.

I have felt a long time that Israel was off on their feast and festivals.  ( Isaiah 1: 14 and Amos 5:21)

My spirit has stirred along time about the calendar being off. None of the calendars we use are Yah’s calendar. Once,  I found out that the modern day Jewish calendar uses names for months that are Babylonian or Assyrian not biblical, my stomach hurt over the feasts and Sabbaths being the wrong days.  In Exodus 13, the creator names the first month of His calendar year Aviv, which means ” ear of grain or known to be when the barley is ripe in season.”  Even the name it self marks a particular season of harvest.

In the first month of YHWH’s ( God’s) calendar year, we are to observe the Feast of Unleavened bread which is Passover. So the Fathers New year actually starts in the Spring. The counting of God’s calendar begins in the spring. After Babylon, the Jews renamed the first month an Assyrian name of Nissan which means “beginning” or “month of flowers. ” The Assyrians also used a lunar calendar which was fused in the Israel traditions.

People might say, “Why does it matter when we celebrate? or How we celebrate? Why does it matter if we are off? ”

Our creator has these Holy gatherings, these days of celebration, prayer, repentance are marked on on His Heavenly calendar forever. The Creator and Angels join us in these special sacred days.

Let’s say the CEO of a company has an appointment with you on His calendar. What if you showed up on the wrong date? Chances are you would not get to see Him and  even if he allowed you to meet, the impact of that meeting would not be the same. The enemy has scrambled all the calendars. Satan has succeeded  at replacing the Father’s celebrations with traditions of men. The enemy has also succeeded at convincing Christians that we are not to do or even try to celebrate the holy days in the bible.  The devil has convinced us that they are long gone, they are holy days for traditional Jews only.

But the feasts are for Israel and the sojourner among them. We the church are Israel. We are grafted into the promises given to Abraham, Isaac and Jacob when we pledged our allegiance to their Jewish Messiah and King, Yahshua ( Jesus).  Those sacred  holy celebration days are for us too.  The Father of Lies and deception has succeeded at misleading the flock. It saddens me how deep the lies go and how scrambled everything has become.

I am in constant pray and petition for the Spirit of Truth to lead me to the real truth. You too should cry out for real truth, for  wisdom and discernment. If we seek, we shall find.

So here I was with new dates and my date of Yom Kippur/Day of Atonement punctuated with an event in the heavens that is spelled out in the book of Revelations chapter 12- September 23.

But I’ve prayed…spoke out, ” Father, what does this mean?”

I’ve been repenting for the last 10 days. I ‘ve repented over my entire life, my family, our state, country and the world. But what does September 23, 2017 mean? What does that mean and why did my counting have that date land on Yom Kippur the holiest day of the year? (Keep in mind that Israel has Yom Kippur on starting the evening of September 29 to evening of September 30th.)

So I began to analyze the constellations and stars that are in the heavens on September 23, 2017.

I also analyzed the date 9/23/2017

Let’s start with 9 and 23.

First the number 9: Tet in the Hebrew means: JUDGEMENT! In perfect movement of Yah. He has shown such patience but his divine will must be accomplished.

Second the number 23:  Taw or TAV the last letter of the Hebrew alphabet. There is no coincidence that it is the last letter. The TAV means: mark, sign, signal. 

Third 2+1+7=10: Yod, the first part of both God’s name and Yahshua’s name.

Yod Hey Vav Hey- God

Yod Shin Vav Ayin- Jesus

 It is the smallest and most humble word in the Hebrew alphabet. It is the building block to all letters, a part of every word. It is considered to be the spark or start of something. It means arm and hand, as if we are to be humble servants who reach to heaven. The letter itself points to heaven, points to earth and there is a line which unifies heaven and earth, which by believers is said to be the mediator himself Yahshua.

In the bible the “tittle” that Jesus spoke of is considered to be the Yod in Matthew 5: 18 & Luke 16: 17.

Matthew 5:18-19:”For truly, I say to you, till heaven and the earth pass away, one yod or one tittle shall by no means pass from the Torah till all be done.  Whoever, then, breaks one of the least of these commands, and teaches men so, shall be called least in the reign of heavens; but whoever does and teaches them, he shall be called great in the reign of heavens. ”

Summary of 9/23/2017:  This astronomical event could mark the beginning of judgment. This signals the beginning of marking or sorting. We are to reach for Yah in humility, which is repentance and obedience to the word, which is the foundation of all things.

Now Let’s look at the Stars & Planets in the Sky on September 23. ( reference: Rev 12)

Mercury: Is the Messenger ( So the constellation line up delivers a message to humanity)

Mars: War ( Prepare your Spirit for Physical and Spiritual Wars)

Venus:  Venus is also known to indicate sudden and unexpected events. But as the planet of love, He will love us and strengthen His children through these upcoming judgment events designed to stir hearts back to Him, Awaken.

Acturus: A huge RED giant star. He is the Herdsman, the bear keeper and the Night watcher. I think there is double meaning with this star. Follow and listen to the right shepherd Yahshua.  But I also believe this star means be aware of the Bear, which is a wide known symbol of Russia.

Spica– A blue giant star, the 15th brightest star in the sky. She is grain in the hand of the Virgin. This star is associated with the parable about the weeds and wheat in Matthew 13:24-30. The constellation indicates the beginning of the sorting separating the weeds (fallen) from the wheat ( saved). The number 15 in Hebrew is linked to God’s name: Yod and Hey. So this is a very holy number and this indicates that the Father’s hand is in this event of the final sorting and marking. The number 15 is also tied to moving from the physical into the spiritual. Through these events on earth, we will move from our carnal minds. We will be forced through circumstances we cannot control to completely rely on the spiritual. When events out of our control happen, we will be forced to be completely reliant on the Alpha & the Omega, the first and the last. Those who still rely on self, the worldly or idols will perish.

Corvus: The Raven. This two has a double meaning. In the bible the Raven was the first bird after the flood let out of the Ark by Noah. When things went bad, Elijah the prophet was fed by Ravens in the wilderness. During the great tribulation, the believers will be taken care of by the Father as Elijah was fed. We are not to fear as noted in the scripture below.

Luke 12: 24 23For life is more than food, and the body more than clothes. 24Consider the ravens: They do not sow or reap; they have no storehouse or barn, yet God feeds them. How much more valuable are you than the birds!

However, we also know that Ravens  are opportunist who feast on flesh. He can be a symbol of death and sadness.

Be aware of fallen angels who will use your fear and weaknesses to cause you to stumble.

Crater:  The Cup. We can drink of the wrath or we can drink of the Salvation of Yahshua’s Blood and Body. This cup in the Christian circles has been associated with the last supper but ironically the cup is strapped in the back of the serpent. The Crater star is the 13 times bigger than our sun. The number 13 in Hebrew is a good number, it means unity or becoming one. So When we give ourselves to Yahshua we become One in Him as He is One in the Father.

Hydra– He is the Water Serpent. When I saw him I thought of Leviathan the sea snake spoken by Job. The snake has always been associated with Satan. We see in Revelations as the end draws closer, he ramps up on his destruction on the Saints who want to share the gospel to the lost. In the bible, he actually uses stars and fire to create havoc on earth. ( solar flares, asteroids, missiles)

Jupiter:  Is the birth of Justice and Righteousness in Hebrew. Jupiter moves around the virgin as she gives birth, symbolizing the birth pains and increased pain of the events. But most importantly these events should stir up the birth of Righteousness in the hearts of mankind.

Regulus:  The Lion, symbolizing the Lion of the Tribe of Judah: Our Messiah Jesus ( Yod-Shin-Vav- Ayin or Yahshua)This is the star of the Messiah, a royal symbol of strength. He will return to gather those sealed or marked.

There are 27 scriptures in the bible concerning “birth pains.” Sudden pain that brings on terror and faint hearts.

How do we prepare? What do we do with this?

We find joy in the kingdom that is to come reigned by Yahshua, King of Kings. We will bask in His glory, kindness and love. We must keep our eye on our final destination.

Revelation 21: 4

“Behold, the dwelling place of God is with man, and He will live with them. They will be His people, and God Himself will be with them as their God. 4He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and there will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the former things have passed away.”

We repent often. Pray continuously. We must turn from all sin. We must love each other. We must not hold back but be bold sharing the love of Yahshua ( Jesus) with everyone.

Have faith not fear, but always be ready spiritually. Even if none of this is true, we all benefit from spiritually washing and giving our entire lives to the Messiah.

Do not fear…He has prepared a place for you.

My fear is for those lost,  backsliders and for those believers living double lives or having double mindedness. We cannot be luke-warm, we must be HOT !  


Feeling Off? By Shea Brewer

Sometimes we just feel “off, ” and we can’t put our finger on what’s wrong. Maybe we’re moody, negative, agitated or impatient. It maybe time to retreat or rest as Yahshua did.  It may also be a time to rebuke the enemy or both.

When you retreat: Call on the Father, thank, praise and just talk to Him as you would a friend. He knows what you need before you ever say a word, but He longs to hear from you, just as any friend would.   Busyness and stress distracts you from healing and hearing the Spirit which will guide you. It also drowns out your ability to see the blessings in your life. Make a list of all the things you are grateful for, praise and if you want sing a song of thanksgiving. This is a good time to repent too.

Then, be still and listen. Close your eyes and let the warmness of His love fill your spirit from the top of your head to the soles of your feet. Breath in deep the promises of His love for you. Smile as you think about all that is right in your life. Declare and decree good over all areas of your life, especially those areas you are concerned about.  Believe that He listens, cares and will help. Your words are powerful, so declare and decree positive results over your life and over the life of your friends and family. We can affirm our positive thoughts by reciting scriptures over our circumstances.

Do not forget that when you are tired it’s hard to do anything. When you are tired; just like any child, you get cranky and might act out. You need to rest. You need a day of no chores and just relaxing in His presence. If you need help at work or at home, pray about it and seek it. Sometimes we just need help, when we are drowning in life.  Seek the Creator in solitude, in nature, in the stillness of any moment. But whatever you do, don’t call others to complain.

  • “Very early in the morning, while it was still dark, Jesus got up, left the house and went off to a solitary place, where he prayed.” (Mark 1:35)
  • “Jesus often withdrew to lonely places and prayed.” (Luke 5:16)
  • “Jesus went out to a mountainside to pray, and spent the night praying to God. When morning came, he called his disciples to him and chose twelve of them.” (Luke 6:12-13)
  •  “Repent, then, and turn to God, so that your sins may be wiped out, that times of refreshing may come from the Father. ( Acts 3: 19)

Rebuking Attacks: The enemy will attack our finances, relationships, family, friends, health and mind. Let’s say you feel frustrated. Simply say OUTLOUD: ” In the name of Jesus ( Yahshua) I rebuke the Spirit of Frustration and command you to leave me.” 

Let’s say that someone else is grumpy pants, you say, ” In the name of Jesus, I command whatever demon causing strife in this house to leave now!  No weapon formed against my household shall prosper. I have been given authority to trample on serpents and scorpions, and over the power of the enemy, nothing by means will hurt us!”

Write down the emotions you are feeling. Then one by one, rebuke the spirit of _______, whatever it is. Use scriptures as weapons as you rebuke. Be sure to say these out loud so that all of  the entire spiritual realm can hear. You can print a list of scriptures that pertain to your struggle or situation and read them out loud several times. You are standing on the Word!  The word is a weapon against attacks.

Turning up praising music, listening to healing scriptures on you tube, listening to harp music will also change the atmosphere. I also own a shofar from Israel which in some cases is a Ram’s horn. In the scriptures, a shofar is blown for a lot of reasons. It sounds an alarm, to announce war, prepares the way to worship, a sound that awakens spirits and a sound that will be heard when the elect are gathered and the new Kingdom is established. For me, when I blow the shofar I believe Father hears, the atmosphere changes, demons scatter and angels are summoned. When I am praying against spiritual warfare, it is an announcement that they are defeated in Yahusha’s name….a reminder of that last trump that will sound!

Praising, thanking, repenting, praying & reading out loud scripture will cause the enemy to scatter and flee.

  • Peter 5:8–9: 8 Be sober-minded; be watchful. Your adversary the devil prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour. 9 Resist him, firm in your faith, knowing that the same kinds of suffering are being experienced by your brotherhood throughout the world.
  • Zechariah 3: 1-2:  Then he showed me Joshua the high priest standing before the Angel of the YHWH ( God), and Satan standing at his right hand to oppose him. And YHWH’s angel said to Satan, “YHWH rebuke you, Satan! YHWH who has chosen Jerusalem rebuke you! Is this not a brand plucked from the fire?”

Just remember that a joyful, appreciative heart and a positive spirit brings forth far more blessings than a spirit of fear or a spirit that complains, blames, bickers or worries. The Spirit of Truth is your great helper. Yahshua is your best friend and  YHWH ( God) is the most loving Father. The Creator’s resources are limitless.  You need Him. So seek that quality time often and remember the name of Yahshua to rebuke the enemy.


Sometimes Uncomfortable Truth.

Did you know that December 25th, was a birthday of a Sun-deity? According to the Catholic Encyclopedia, Christmas was not among the earliest festivals of the church. Sir James Frazer says, “The largest pagan religious cult fostered by the a celebration on December 25th was a pagan sun-worship religion called, Mithraism. This winter festival was called ” The Nativity of the Sun.” They considered December 25th to be the sacred birthday of the Sun. Practically all known Sun-deities were born on Dec. 25th like Krishna, Osiris, Hercules, Buddha and Tammuz. (This is to name a few.) Sun worship Paganism and Christianity were syncretized and blended when Constantine ruled. He wanted to keep peace in his kingdom while introducing Christianity to a nation with deep roots in sun-worship traditions.

 Yahshua ( Jesus) was born when the shepherds were in the fields, watching the flock. In Israel no one would be out with the flock on a winter night.  We also have scriptural clues around John the Baptists birth. Most likely the Messiah based on scholars estimations was born in fall, many believe it to be during Feast of Tabernacles, one of the required festivals in the bible or another fall holy day.

Many times in the bible we are warned not to mix paganism with true worship of YHWH. It is considered an abomination and detestable. All our forms of worship and traditions must be examined as we purify into Yahusha’s (Jesus) likeness and imitate him in all things. How did Jesus worship? What holy days did he celebrate? Would he celebrate these with us? Would he approve? Will he celebrate these holidays with us when he returns?

The prophet Zechariah tells us that we will celebrate the Feast of Tabernacles when Jesus reigns on earth. How else will we celebrate with Him? Seek and you will find.

” Then the survivors from all the nations that have attacked Jerusalem will go up year after year to worship the King, the LORD Almighty, and to celebrate the Festival of Tabernacles.” Zechariah 14: 16 

Beware lest any man spoil you through philosophy and vain deceit, after the tradition of men, after the rudiments of the world, and not after Christ. Colossians 2:8King





Quiet, Listen, Journal….Prayer for Hurricane…Truth lesson

As part of my time with Yod-Hey-Vav-Hey ( God) , I’ve been spending time being very quiet  and writing down my thoughts as they pour out.  Most of the time when I do this, I’m barely awake in kind of that groggy mindset to wake up. The best part is that after I am done, I re-read what I wrote and I’m often surprised by the words, the language and the message. It’s amazing to see what pours out and so cool to feel that the Spirit of Truth had a word for me. I encourage each of you to spend time in reflection, meditating on His love and promises. We must be still and quiet to hear.

Here is today’s writing which poured out of me:

9/2/2017: In Quiet Time My Writing this morning…

Shalom, peace be with you. My peace I freely give to you. Relish in the thoughts of that peace and love. Imagine a world without bloodshed, pain, greed, gluttony, hate, anxiety; free from worry or work. Paradise is yours. This time is a mere breath in Heaven. What you do with this time is your free will choice. I have given you the blocks to build on, the weapons to fight against the attacks and the ability to overcome the world as I have overcome the world. Harness those lessons by practicing self- control and loving others despite. I will help you fight Satan’s selfish spell of which he put on people.  He casts his selfish nature on this world causing people to be self-absorbed, self-satisfying, greedy and hateful. I am a loving servant and you are a loving servant. Each day we will work together to wash off the residue of the old you. It may be hard to get the old water spots off at times, but before long you will sparkle and shine like a piece of beautiful crystal transmitting sounds of salvation, peace and hope, while praising me through every battle. The finish line is not far. Keep your eyes and ears on me. Pray for the Spirit of Truth to come on you fully. You need a full immersion and a full integration of my truth.  My truth will soak into every fiber of your being which will guide you, teach you, correct you and protect you.

Prayer Today:

We praise you Abba ( Father). We worship you for your love, mercy and grace. Thank you for your precious son, our Messiah, Yahshua( Jesus) and help us to imitate in him every thought, action and deed. We ask that you will pull down every stronghold over our state of Texas, over our city and over our nation. We pray repentance for every sin that has been done in Texas and cover it by the blood of the anointed one. Spirits of darkness, listen to us, you must stop the attacks on Texas coastlines immediately. We have been given the authority though the Holy Spirit and the name of Yahshua( Jesus) to trample on all your evil works. We pray protection, healing, hope and help over every single person effected by the tragedy in Texas.

Yahshua, Strengthen your army which goes out to help the weak, the meek, the poor and all those hurt by this hurricane. Shine your light on each of us and may you and Abba be glorified through all that has occurred. We pray that the entire nation will hear the name of your son, will hear the glory given to the Father, will be inspired by the strength of your sheep during the storms of life. We pray that this event opens eyes and ears to your truth and that many will commit their lives to you and rededicate their lives to you. Awaken hearts through this tragedy. We cast all demons interfering with the will of the Father into the abyss, never to return to Texas. No weapon seen or unseen, natural or supernatural shall come against the United States coastlines. In the name of Yahshua ( Jesus) we speak healing, resurrection, revival and protection over this country and our families. AMEN


Teaching: Yod-Hey-Vav-Hey= ( one true God of Abraham, Issac and Jacob)

The first letter of Father’s name is the Yod. It means hand. The first part of Jesus’s real name is Yod.

Like Father, Like Son. Why have we taking the Yah or Yod out of the son’s name?

The second letter of the Father’s name is Hey. It is the shape of a slightly open door and it means “what comes forth.”  “Salvation” and “deliverance” were to come from the “hand” of God according to Moses.

Vav, the third letter in the name is the shape of a nail.  Salvation and deliverance comes from the nailed hand of the Yahshua. The sign above Yahshua at the crucifixion read, “Yahshua of Nazarene, King of the Jews.”

Yahshua’s Name is: Yod-Shin-Vav-Ayin

Yod: has a numerical value of 10 and its meanings include: Work, Hand /Arm, Activity, Deed. 

Shin: has a numerical value of 300 and its meanings include: Destroy, Consume, Devour

Vav: has a numerical value of 6 and its meanings include: Join, Nail, Establish, Secure, Attach, Man’s number 

Ayin: has a numerical value of 70 and its meanings include: Eye, See, Understand

One Reason I do not  or try very hard not to use the word Lord: “The name Baal means “Lord” in Hebrew. The church translators replaced the true name of the Messiah, YAHshua with the title “Lord”. When people use that title, they are unknowingly speaking a pagan idol’s name.


Dumpster Diving by Shea Brewer

While waiting in line for donuts in our car, a huge black crow was sitting and watching the dumpster from the fence line. He watched as the other birds dipped down into the dumpster. He sat for a second on the edge of the dumpster, then he dove in spreading his massive black wings to retrieve a big piece of food and fly off.

Soon he returned, with another big black crow.  Now there were two. Their presence dominated the dumpster, all the other little birds scattered at their intimidation.

Just like these birds of prey, demons love to dumpster dive on the trash of our lives, the sin, the bitterness and anger stored up in our souls over past pain and trauma.

Believers can drive out these demon and help people let go of strongholds and pain. Spirit filled believers, just like the apostles with the power of the name of Yahusha can drive out demons and oppressions.

If we however don’t live and constantly pursue a clean life, pray, repent and develop a relationship with Jesus,  the flesh eaters will be back and will bring even more feasting friends.

An Unclean Spirit Returns Matthew: 12: 44-45
44Then it says, ‘I will return to the house I left.’ On its arrival, it finds the house vacant, swept clean and put in order. 45Then it goes and brings with it seven other spirits more evil than itself, and they go in and dwell there; and the final plight of that man is worse than the first.

When you are fearful, angry, bitter, ungrateful, depressed, lonely, unforgiving ; you’ve opened the door up to spiritual attacks.  Pain, raw emotion, open wounds and sinful living are like pounds of raw flesh being dumped in the dumpster, simply put these emotions and activities are a magnet for demonic warfare.

Witchcraft, sorcery and anything tied to the occult like psychics, tarot, new age, white/black magic, crystals and even dabbling in any pagan religions, the door is wide open. Even if you have a fascination with violent gaming, dark television shows, some music, horror movies, gothic clothes and so forth, this could be a gateway. We have to guard our ears and our eyes at all times. Satan plants seeds in many ways.

Can believers, worshippers, claimers of Jesus be attacked?  Most certainly, we are the enemy to Satan, and we can be weakened by these forces and our choices or even generational curses. We must always armor up and live right and repent often. Apathetically living in sin is lack of appreciation for the life given for yours. When we ask for forgiveness, we cannot keep living our own way. Hypocrisy is not an option. Refinement is a life long purposeful quest.  It would be terrible if we are one of the ones he says…” Get away I never knew you.”

Demons can attack us through sickness and disease. Another way they attack is to bring on stress,   mental confusion and double-mindedness. They attack our finances and relationships. They whisper and speak lies, sparking strife and keep the fuel to fires on all our insecurities and hang-ups.  They tell us that we are rejects, abandoned, forgotten.  They tell us that Jesus could never love us or forgive us.  All lies. The enemy is the Father of Lies and his attacks come in many forms and fashions.

Our job is to make sure we have eliminated all legal rights the enemy has to attack as much as possible. Then, daily we must pray a powerful righteous prayer of protection that the heavens will uphold.   Humble, obedient children are heard and protected.

 The enemy knows that if a  true backslider dies, they will be their delight in the afterlife. I do not believe in once saved always saved. We have always been given a choice, who do we  live for Jesus? Or Satan?Whose voice do we obey? Jesus or Beliar ( Satan)?

Yes, a spirit filled believers can help you drive the demons out using the name of Yahusha ( Jesus). We as believers are called to help people by driving out demons , laying hands on the sick and sharing the gospel.   That is not for the book of Acts, Folks…That’s today. These signs will follow those who believe. Believers have a job to do. . We can’t overlook what we are called to do in our bibles. It’s our duty to help free people so they can serve the kingdom.

Once someone is delivered from the enemy,  a rebirth should occur. You should feel different. You should see changes in thoughts and actions.  You will notice that you are more humble, kinder, gentle. You are calmer and more light in spirit.  Repenting is the first step. Taking care of demons is another thing. Being Baptized through immersion is another. Then, having spirit filled believers lay hands on you to receive the baptism of the Holy Spirit. Without the power of the Holy Spirit, it’s impossible to sustain a life of Light.

A few signs of demonic oppression or have demonization? ( not always but often)

  • Addictions and any kind of compulsive behavior or hobbies- unable to control or obsessed.
  • Perverted appetites or desires or actions.
  • Up and down emotions- moodiness, anxious, paranoid thoughts, delusional, lack of concentration or focus.
  • Anger, Bitterness, unforgiveness, blaming, victim mentality, not letting go of past.
  • Lack of self control with tongue. ( or any area)
  • Sleep problems, nightmares, restlessness, nervousness, unable to sit still or stop back/forth thoughts,
  • Negativity, gossiping or talking bad about others.
  • Hoarding, uncleanliness-bad hygiene
  • Lack of energy, tired, apathy and always feeling sick, lingering element.
  • Lack of eye contact with believers especially, shiftiness

Our goals : Peace, Trusting, Patience, Joy, Good Nights Sleep, Balance in Life, Forgiving Everyone, Loving all people, Energized, Positive, Organized….Close to Jesus- truly in-tuned- Freedom in HIM!

What should we do:

  1. If you suspect or feel any oppression, have a prayer session with a spirit filled believer or believers.
  2. Write down all your sins: Past and present that you can think of. Pray out to Father forgiveness in his son’s name and ask him to command the demons to leave you alone at once. You must repent and close all legal rights the enemy has to mess with you. I’ve personally seen deliverance only taken place after someone admits their shortcomings and acknowledges how much they need Jesus to save them.
  3. Forgive everyone whoever hurt you. Out-loud to Father. Pray it until you mean it.
  4. Stop Sinning. Get involved in church, week day bible study, read bible daily, pray several times a day always asking for protection from enemy. Surround yourself with light and other children of light.
  5. Capture every thought and make it holy. Stinking Thinking brings on bad. So declare and decree good over yourself and everyone. Pray for those that hurt you. Refuse to let the enemy use your words to activate hate or curses. Your mind is a battlefield- get it under Jesus’s control NOW!

Our faithful actions and righteous living and love for Yahusha can stop and disengage the enemy. Sometimes we can’t do this alone. If you want a private healing prayer session, to shut the doors that has given enemy access, email me. 

One more thought: Sometimes in life we are actually the crows. We go into our past and dumpster dive all that past pain and bring it out to the surface again. This too will bring on demonic influence. There is no good on pulling out all the old junk and reliving the pain. Jesus can heal that pain. Don’t go there. Just pray to Him to help you heal and visualize Him with you at that point in your life…getting you through, supporting you, protecting you….

All of our past pains, trauma and the love of Jesus can be used for his kingdom. There is nothing like a powerful testimonial….” I was lost but now I’m found….” and you can be too!

Are you Covered? by Shea Brewer

I have this island in my front yard that has been a challenge to rid it of wild grasses and weeds. We put this black paper down and then put heavy mulch on top it. It looks far better than it did before but these little creeping weeds keep popping back up. So often I go out there and pull a few.

Sometimes when I pull the weed, I can’t get to the root. I just know that that ugly weed is going to pop up again and I’ll be out there having to clean up that mess again until I get that silly root. So one morning, I’m doing this, and I decided that I would put a rock smack dab on top of the root that broke off.  Thinking to myself, it won’t be able to come back up if it’s smothered out by this big rock!

In the silence of me doing that, my thoughts said, “Yes, I am your covering. I will stop the pain. I will heal the pain. My love is that special covering  that will heal all the broken parts of your life.”

We can’t purify or heal by ourselves, it’s impossible.  We need the help of THE Rock. He is our strength . He is our covering, our protection and our weapon against sin and strongholds. He empowers us through the Holy Spirit to change for the better, to over come our carnal state, to be filled with His Eternal light.

Past pain, trauma and brokenness  often inspires and births sin. The enemy will stop at nothing to keep those weeds in your life popping up, but he is powerless once you stamp him out with The Rock – Yahusha ( Jesus).  Sin is like weeds in the garden of life. It’s ugly. I chokes out life and beauty. It rears it’s ugly head over and over until we surrender every aspect of our being to Jesus.

Weeds in general are easier when you stay on top of them daily, sin is the same. Instead of having 20 million to pull, you only have a few sporadic ones. Raw Emotion, pains and sin is the same way. It’s imperative that we pray for help everyday to keep ourselves in check.    If you let your Spiritual state of mind get out of hand, it’s a lot harder work to get things cleaned up. Sometimes takes a lot more time, effort, sweat and pain. Then, you can get easily discouraged which is an invitation for an enemy attack. One day at a time is the way to go, setting daily goals of peace and happiness for yourself.

We need to live moment by moment in His loving presence inspired by His life and teachings. We must never forget to pray for self control. It’s an important fruit of the spirit we forget about. Self- control is so important because it stops us from yelling, from irrational decisions,  from saying something we regret and from demonic inspired addictive behaviors. With the Holy Spirits help in the area of self control, we can over come so much of the enemies influence. The enemy often uses raw emotion to tear us down, it’s vital that every emotion be cleansed.

Plug in daily to get Covered.  Start your day with scripture, prayer and repentance. If you’ve felt down or lonely, incorporate uplifting praise music and harp music for anxiety. There is such power in healing music.

 Yahusha should be your close and personal friend someone who inspires you, someone you would never want to disappoint. An authentic friendship with Him brings obedience which transforms our spirits bringing true inner peace and happiness. 

This battle is not your own. He’s got you Covered, if you ask Him and if you are ready to fully submit.  Jesus loves you and wants you to be Happy in His Likeness.

  • Are you asking your Messiah to help you cleanse, help you heal?
  • Are you letting his strength and covering, take care of things out of your control?
  • Are you being deliberate in your daily time with your Messiah?
  • Are you sitting still and listening to his voice?

Father, I’m so thankful to have your love, protection and covering. When I am weak, you are strong. Remind me to lean on you and not to depend on my own strength or abilities. Help me to let go of all insecurities and pains that inspire sin and despair. I release all my brokenness to you. You are my Rock. My Salvation. Strengthen me so that I can resist temptation. Wipe all unclean thoughts and unclean living from me.  Holy Spirit let your will  be done in my life. Give me the power to resist the enemies influences over my mind, my body and my spirit. Cover me today, kill the ugly inside of me.  Help me to be loving, joyful, peaceful, patient, faithful, gentle and have self control. Remove all unfruitful personalities traits from me today. Thank you for hearing my prayers. Thank you for loving me. Thank you for dying for my sins. I praise and worship you. In your Precious Son’s name, Yahusha. ( Jesus)

Want a Private Prayer Session? Let Jesus heal all your pain, wounds, addictions, sins. Let’s together through prayer shut all doors that are open or could be open to the enemy.  I hold private prayer sessions with individuals. Whether you are sad, have family troubles, feel spiritually attacked, lack control in any area of your life, have emotions that you feel are unhealthy; prayer will help tremendously. I want you to know that Jesus loves you and He will set you free. Prayer is a Powerful tool to activate healing in all areas of your life and in your persona.  Through the power of prayer, repentance and authentic humbling, you will be set Free. …. If you are interested, privately email me.

Small Group Party: Want to Host A Get Together with Friends?

I have a great exercise called Listening to the Spirit that you can do by yourself or with a partner. It’s a great little journal exercise that you do individually then read with a partner. When I did one for the first time, it was so revealing. It’s incredible what the Holy Spirit will reveals about you, your dreams, how he sees you, His perspective, your purpose…. If you would like to host a fun night of purpose, let me know.